Restless at night
Days of suffocation
Nights of agitation
How will I ever get out of this situation?
Peace of mind is what I long for
But how can I retrieve it, if I am afraid to see what is on the other side of the door?
Shortness of breath, random panic attacks
When in the world did I get into this mess?
I once was a free spirit soul
until life showed me it was my turn to experience its own cruelty
And then I became cold
to then abused
to then confused
to then lost
But despite it all,
What I keep deep inside of me is one thing….